My Face to Face Encounters With
 Jesus ("The Divine Mercy") in Church

September 29 & October 6, 2018

 Flash Memoir by Rosa:

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TESTIMONY for St. Maria Faustyna Helena Kowalska's Diary, DIVINE MERCY IN MY SOUL 


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**NEW** 2022 Private Revelations - Page Updated June 19/2022 

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"Mankind will not have peace until it turns with trust to My Mercy." (Diary 300)

Please Note: This Flash Memoir is written on behalf of a friend named "Rosemary Angel Lily, BA. BEd."  Names and identifying details have been changed to protect the privacy of individuals. Please refer to the "Private Revelation" page of the web site to get a better understanding of what private revelations are and why they are of benefit to the Church. 

"I bear a special love for Poland, and if she will be obedient to My will, I will exalt her in might and holiness. From her will come forth the spark that will prepare the world for My final coming." (Diary 1732)

"Oh, what happens to a soul that meets the Lord face to face, no pen has ever expressed or ever will express!" (Diary 691)

"And instruct them to keep everything whatever I have commanded you, and behold, I am with you every day, even unto the end of time." (Matthew 28:20)

** Private Revelation: Sunday, January 23/2022
"The House of God" or "The House of Man"?
"The Bread of Life"

"He who is not with Me is against Me." (Matthew 12:30)

“Once, after receiving Holy Communion, I heard these words: ‘You are Our dwelling place’. At that moment, I felt in my soul the presence of the Holy Trinity, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. I felt that I was the temple of God." (St. Faustina, Diary 451)

I woke up this particular morning with a very "heavy weight on my shoulders." I am sure all of us have experienced periods in our lives where we felt overwhelmed with our responsibilities etc. Now that our last child has left home,  I recently made the decision to repair the areas of our home that needed repair. If you have raised children, you will most certainly understand that your home will have taken quite a "beating" over the years! For the past month I have taken on the "seemingly endless" task of repairing all of the drywall damage throughout the house - mudding, sanding, priming etc to prepare the walls for the much needed repainting. The knicks, tings and divets are absolutely everywhere! If any of you know anything about repairing drywall, it requires quite the skill, time and effort to get it perfectly blended! Being the perfectionist that I am, makes it quite the chore! There are a lot of seemingling endless walls, trim and doors etc needing repair! Not to mention, this is absolutely one of the messiest jobs on the planet - dust flying everywhere, no matter how hard you try to contain it, yuk! The following gospel verse most certainly came to mind this morning.

“Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28)

Needless to say, I had a lot on my mind (the other areas of your life don't just disappear), as doing any kind of renovations to your home with the associated disorder and mess is stressful and exhausting as I am sure most homeowners can attest! When I woke up this morning, I felt so physically exhausted in that I simply did not have the energy to get up to go to church, so I fell back to sleep. Much to my horror, I realized later, that today was the mass being offered for a family friend who recently passed away and I had missed it! Even though I had gone to the liturgy mass the day before, it was no consolation at all. I felt just horrible, even though I am sure that God understood. Once I did finally get up out of bed, I decided to go for a walk in the early afternoon, to pray the rosary and the chaplet for this family friend. I decided to stop by a park to rest and reflect on the beautiful bright sunny day (but terribly cold) and give thanks to God. Little did I know that Jesus had something else planned for me today.

As I had just finished praying the rosary, I heard some footsteps behind me so I turned around and said "hello" to the man walking behind me. We chatted for a few moments about the weather and then he asked me if I went to the local Catholic Church. I responded by telling him that I did and then he informed me that he was a parishioner there also.   He said that he went to the church this morning and that when he got there, someone came out and informed him that the church was closed. He thought that the mass was still at 10 AM on Sundays so had arrived a little late. I told him that he must have been misinformed, in that the church was not closed, but rather the Sunday mass time had changed to 9:15 AM. I realized that he was late for mass, however it is beyond me why someone would tell a fellow parishioner (or any one for that matter) that the church was closed? I can't imagine that the Lord would be happy about one of his children being turned away from His Father's house in this way!

As we conversed some more, I learned that he had not been to church since it had been closed previously and was watching a televised mass instead. Then he continued to say that he often worked on Sundays and couldn't always attend mass on that day anyways. Therefore, I suggested that he attend the Saturday evening mass at 7:00 PM instead .To this he responded saying, "It doesn't matter, it  is too cold and I'm not going to start up the car just to make a short trip to church." I was rather surprised to hear this response as I had expected he would have wanted to take advantage of the Saturday evening mass. 

I recommended that he pray the rosary (if he wasn't already doing so). Then I showed him the rosary that I carry in my coat pocket when I go for a walk. He let me know that he had rosaries and religious statues all over his house - I got the feeling that he did not pray the rosary or he would have certainly said so. I pointed out to him that it is good that you have these religious objects but that you must use them to get closer to God and receive His graces through them. 

Well as much as I don't enjoy admonishing people and the backlash I usually get afterwards, I could not ignore Jesus pulling at my heart strings! This is one of His children after all (we all are)! As one can guess, the conversation went downhill after that. I very sincerely tried to explain to him that as Catholics we need to attend mass weekly in order to fulfill the Sunday obligation.  Then he responded by saying "I can do the same thing by watching mass on TV."  I insisted, "No you can't, as you are not able to receive the Holy Eucharist, unless you attend mass."  My response did not seem to faze him in the least! Then I explained that Jesus states this truth in John 6 - He is the "Bread of Life!" 

"I am the bread of life. No one who comes to Me will ever hunger; no one who believes in Me will ever thirst. In all truth I tell you, if you do not eat the flesh of the Son of man and drink His blood, you have no life in you. Anyone who does eat My flesh and drink My blood has eternal life, and I shall raise that person up on the last day." (John 6)

This did not faze him either and it was obvious he was not happy with what I had said to him. Then he started walking away. Once he was several feet  away from me, he turned around and did the sign of the cross upon me with his hands and uttered a "blessing". Rest assured,  it did not feel "genuine" to say the least! It felt more like a "curse" as his words prior were definitely not coming from The Holy Spirit! Therefore I had no choice but to return the "blessing" thus invoking "The  Precious Blood" to put me at ease.

It was obvious to me that God had allowed me to see "the state of this man's soul" and unfortunately, as I discovered, it was not a healthy one! The fact is there is only One Truth and One Jesus Christ. Jesus is the Word Incarnate, the Eternal Word and cannot be changed to accommodate man. If you look at the world all around us, man has taken away Jesus' Crown to make it his own. Worse, "The House Of God" is becoming "The House of Man"(and you know who else, hiding in the shadows, feeding on the minds and hearts of those that allow him to)!  We need to listen to The Virgin Mary's many warnings to, "Repent and return to God," before it is too late!

"And thou saidst in thy heart: I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God, I will sit in the mountain of the covenant, in the sides of the north. I will ascend above the height of the clouds, I will be like the most High." ( Prophecy of Isaias (Isaiah) 14:13-14)

"Why were you looking for Me? Did you not know that I must be in My Father's house? (Luke 2:49)

The Jews gathered round him and said, 'How much longer are you going to keep us in suspense? If you are the Christ, tell us openly.  Jesus replied: "I have told you, but you do not believe. The works I do in My Father's name are my witness; but you do not believe, because you are no sheep of Mine. The sheep that belong to Me listen to my voice; I know them and they follow Me. I give them eternal life; they will never be lost and no one will ever steal them from My hand. The Father, for what he has given Me, is greater than anyone, and no one can steal anything from the Father's hand. The Father and I are one." The Jews fetched stones to stone him. (John 10:24-31)

"Anyone who is not against us is for us. If anyone gives you a cup of water to drink because you belong to Christ, then in truth I tell you, he will most certainly not lose his reward. But anyone who is the downfall of one of these little ones who have faith, would be better thrown into the sea with a great millstone hung round his neck." (Mark 9:40-42)

 “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows Me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.
(John 8:12)

“And you shall call upon Me, and you shall go: and you shall pray to Me, and I will hear you. You shall seek Me, and shall find Me: when you shall seek Me with all your heart. And I will be found by you, saith the Lord: and I will bring back from your captivity, and I will gather you out of all nations, and from all the places to which I have driven you out, saith the Lord: and I will bring you back from the place to which I caused you to be carried away captive.” Jeremiah 29:12-14

** Private Revelation: February 16/2022
"The Mother of Mercy's Warning of Chastisement"

"I bear a special love for Poland, and if she will be obedient to My will, I will exalt her in might and holiness. From her will come forth the spark that will prepare the world for My final coming." (Diary 1732)

Mother of Mercy, Vilnius Lithuania
               "Mother of Mercy"                                                                      "Noah's Ark"                                                

Jesus said to St. Maria Faustina Helelna Kowalska: "I am prolonging the time of mercy for the sake of sinners. But woe to them if they do not recognize this time of My visitation.” (Diary 1160)

The icon of “Our Lady of the Gate of Dawn” (Vilnius, Lithuania - previously part of Poland) has become associated with the messages of Divine Mercy as that is where Jesus instructed her to paint the image of Him, the way He appeared to her in her room one evening. Eight years after, the icon was conferred the title of “Mother of Mercy.”

Tabernacle - Divine Mercy Shrine The Blessed Virgin Mary Outdoor Statue

In her Diary: Divine Mercy in My Soul, St. Faustina writes of a mystical experience involving the icon in The Gate of Dawn Chapel. On November 15, 1935, Saint Faustina was at The Gate of Dawn Chapel participating in the last day of the novena before “The Feast Day Of The Icon, November 16”."On the evening of the last day [November 15] of the novena at Ostra Brama, after the singing of the litany, one of the priests exposed the Blessed Sacrament in the monstrance. When he placed it on the altar, I immediately saw the Infant Jesus, stretching out His little arms, first of all toward His Mother, who at that time had taken on a living appearance. When the Mother of God was speaking to me, Jesus stretched out His tiny hands toward the congregation. The Blessed Mother was telling me to accept all that God asked of me like a little child, without questioning; otherwise it would not be pleasing to God. At that moment, the Infant Jesus vanished, and the Mother of God was again lifeless, and Her picture was the same as it had been before. But my soul was filled with great joy and gladness, and I said to the Lord, ‘Do with me as You please; I am ready for everything, but You, O Lord, must not abandon me even for a moment.’” (Diary, 529)

As my insurance was coming up for renewal within the next couple of months, I began shopping around for quotes with the intention of finding a local insurer as I desired a more personal touch. The first business I went to requested to see my driver's license as part of their process. Much to the agent's surprise, he noted that my birthdate was November 16. He then commented, "I have never met anyone that shared the same birthdate as me." Well, if you can imagine, much to my surprise as well, I replied, "Neither have I." The Image of "The Mother of Mercy" immediately came to my mind as her feast day is also November 16 (see private revelation dated January 1, 2021). Then the agent started discussing the various coverages they offered. He started off by discussing flooding insurance and spent a lot of time on "overland flooding" in particular. A very strange and uncomfortable feeling came over me, as "Noah's Ark" also entered my mind. After we left the office, this strange, uneasy feeling remained with me as I just couldn't shake it.

Then a few days later, during supper one evening, a family member mentioned that he watched a video in which a priest named Fr. Kramer apparently claimed that he knew what the complete 3rd Secret of Fatima was, basically a chastisement (flood).

On the following evening, another family member came over for dinner and made the comment that "Russia had a bomb in the ocean with the capability to cause a major tsunami with the possibility of flooding the entire world!"

God often speaks to me through other people and therefore I am sharing this recent warning coming from Our Blessed Mother Mary "The Mother of Mercy" (Vilnius, Lithuania - City of Mercy - The place where Jesus instructed St. Faustina to paint The Divine Mercy Image). Notice Mary's warning comes to me just prior to the recent Russian invasion of the Ukraine. Lord have Mercy on us!

Video Click Here: Mother of Mercy Icon - Vilnius, Lithuania - City of Mercy

*Video* Fr. Paul Kramer: The 3rd Secret of Fatima - The Missing Part   


'In Portugal the dogma of the faith will always be preserved, "ETC"' - Sr. Lucia dos Santos of Fatima

"The oceans would vapourize and millions would die from one minute to the next." - Pope John Paul II

"Mankind will undergo such suffering as the world has never seen before, the coming persecution worse than ancient roman persecution and tribulation worse than the flood." - Pope Piux XII

Message From Our Lady Regarding Chastisement
The Apparitions of The Blessed Virgin Mary to Sr. Agnes Sasagawa in Akita, Japan, October 3, 1973

"As I told you, if men do not repent and better themselves, the Father will inflict a terrible punishment on all humanity. It will be a punishment greater than the deluge (Flood in The Book of Genesis), such as one will never seen before. Fire will fall from the sky and will wipe out a great part of humanity, the good as well as the bad, sparing neither priests nor faithful. The survivors will find themselves so desolate that they will envy the dead. The only arms which will remain for you will be the Rosary and the Sign left by My Son. Each day recite the prayers of the Rosary. With the Rosary, pray for the Pope, the bishops and priests."
Click here to read more on EWTN

Note: This Marian Apparition has been in the back of my mind for several years now.  Keep in mind, The Virgin Mary says "IF," therefore, it is wise we all listen to her now before it is too late!
"Repent and return to God!" Pray The Rosary, The Divine Mercy Chaplet and The St. Michael Prayer daily!

**NEW** March 21/2022
"The Holy Trinity"
"Where The Spirit of The Lord Is There is Freedom." (2 Corinthians 3: 17-18)

Today we had the most beautiful and mild sunny day which was a nice break from the bitter cold weather. Therefore, I decided to go outside on the patio to enjoy the warm sunshine while I prayed The Divine Mercy Chaplet at the three o'clock hour (the first time I sat out on the patio since winter began).  Before I began to pray, I just sat there with my head leaning back on the chair, eyes closed, soaking up the heat coming from the sun in the sky . I thought to myself, this is absolute bliss and I could just sit in this spot forever, absorbing the heat and contemplating God. Through the sun I can truly sense the presence of The Lord and it brings me great joy and peace. The light and heat of the sun truly feels like God's  comforting embrace.

As I looked at the nature all around me and thought, it is spring now, and soon all of the trees will grow their new leaves and the animals will soon be out and about. I meditated on how nature always renews itself to its original life and beauty even after the winter when everything seems to be dead and gone. This is a sharp contrast to material things which simply cannot compare to God's creations. For example, I looked at the patio doors and how the caulking had eroded and needed redoing and how the stain had warn off of the decking and needed to be repainted,etc  The "home to do list" just never seems to end as "work" is lurking in every corner indoors and out! Hence the reason, material things will never truly satisfy us. God has much greater things in store for us in heaven and we should remember to never lose sight of that. Everything in this world is transient including our own lives. Hope, everlasting life and beauty lies with God alone and our relationship with Him.

"Do not store up treasures for yourselves on earth, where moth and woodworm destroy them and thieves can break in and steal. But store up treasures for yourselves in heaven, where neither moth nor woodworm destroys them and thieves cannot break in and steal. For wherever your treasure is, there will your heart be too." (Matthew 6:19-21)

Next I thanked God for all of the graces He has given me throughout my life. Today, being the day that the government covid mask mandates ended was especially liberating and I thanked Jesus for answering my prayers in this regard. I thought about how the children would finally be able to experience some return to normalcy in their lives as it has been particularly difficult and painful for them.

On a side note, Wednesday, March 23, 2022 was the first day I was able to enter the church without wearing a mask (mind you one person, the one that follows me around like a prison guard, ordered me to put one on, however, today, I totally disregarded her as the Lord had finally answered my prayer :-)!). There were a lot of people there that were enjoying this "freedom" as much as I was. However, when I attended the following Sunday mass I couldn't believe that almost 2/3 of the people there still wore their masks?! Anyway, as I was walking out at the end of mass, I noticed a friend of mine still wearing her mask too which rather surprised me. When I asked her why, she responded by telling me that as long as people in the church were wearing masks, then they would too.

Well in all honesty I was rather surprised and disturbed by their response and some words just spilled out of my "italian" mouth (which I have now come to believe to be "The Holy Spirit" although at the time, I thought I should have kept my opinion to myself!). I had suddenly remembered what my daughter had told me recently regarding wearing masks in church - her comment was, "why would anyone in church be that fearful and want to wear a mask in church when you have "Divine Disinfection" there?! (referring to the body and blood of Christ in the tabernacle!)."  I surely couldn't disagree with that statement! God often speaks to me through people as I have mentioned before. So, I made the same comment to my friend, although she was not receptive to what I said at all it seemed.

"Now this Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, with our unveiled faces reflecting like mirrors the brightness of the Lord, all grow brighter and brighter as we are turned into the image that we reflect; this is the work of the Lord who is Spirit." (2 Corinthians 3: 17-18)

Just as I was about to begin praying the chaplet a seagull came out of nowhere from my right and flew over the patio and over the roof (my left). I could not believe what I had just seen, as I have never seen seagulls out when there is still snow on the ground and I have been living here a very long time! Then a few seconds after, a second seagull came from the same direction and flew by me, following the same path as the first one before! At this point I felt the presence of God The Father and The Son. Then I wondered, what about The Holy Spirit? Then all of a sudden a third,  smaller seagull came from the same direction and flew by me, following the same path as the first and second ones before (as if it was following its parents)! It certainly looked like a family - Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  Wow, I realized that I was in the presence of "The Holy Trinity" that took the form of the seagulls - I rejoiced in The Lord! They were the most glistening white seagulls I have ever seen! Their almost completely white feathers seemed to sparkle like diamonds, and they seemed to just float effortlessly across the sky in front of me, so beautiful and amazing! If one could define the word "freedom" with an image, this would definately be it!

Well as unexpected as this mystical experience was, it was not totally surprising considering I have had previous mystical experiences with seagulls in 2021. Also, the evening before I had a discussion with a young, inquisitive adult family member at Sunday dinner regarding "The Holy Trinity." She explained that "The Orthodox Church believes the Holy Spirit "proceeds from God the Father," while for Catholics, the Holy Spirit "proceeds from the Father and the Son." This young adult asked me what I thought the Catholic explanation of The Holy Trinity was.

I explained to her that "The Holy Trinity" is "The Love" between "The Father and The Son." I also added that God modelled "The Family" after "The Holy Trinity" - The "father" and the "mother" love each other so much, that a "third" person is produced (the "child"). To keep a long story short, she was not fully satisfied with my explanation and kept trying to debate this with me to the point that we were just going in circles. Then, I asserted that, "The Holy Trinity is a mystery and to understand it completely, I would have to be God, which I am not." Then I quoted Mother Angelica stating, "Who can understand God? Trying to understand God is like trying to put an ocean into a peanut shell which is impossible!" Finally, I told her to look up high on the foyer wall at "The Divine Mercy Image" and to read the inscription below the image (as that is what Jesus is telling you to do now) - "Jesus I trust in You." And on that note, the debate ended! Thank you Jesus!

**NEW** April 3/2022 
Forgiveness Has A Condition "Go and sin no more." 
(John 8:11)
"Lack of Father Hood"


On this particular evening I was speaking with a long time friend on the telephone. She confided in me that her young grandchild was becoming very rude and disrespectful towards her and that this situation was becoming very painful for her. I had suggested to her that it would be a good idea to communicate this with her husband (the grandfather) and her child (the parent) first before asking me for any advice. She responded by informing me that she had already done so, but to no avail.

The grandmother went on to say that she asked her husband, "Do you think that our grandchild is misbehaving because he is not being disciplined by his parents at home?" The grandfather was silent, hesitant to respond, so the grandmother prodded further, "A simple yes or no answer will do." The grandfather's response to the grandmother was a question, "Do you remember the gospel at mass today (referring to Jesus and the adulteress woman, John 8:1-11)?" He then became angry and further questioned her, "Are you trying to entrap me with this question, like the scribes and pharisees tried to entrap Jesus with their question (once again, referring to Jesus and the adulteress woman, John 8:1-11)?"

Rather shocked by the grandfather's reply, the grandmother then said, "I am confused by your response, as I do not understand how this gospel would apply in this situation?" The grandfather retorted, "Jesus said: "Has no one condemned you? ... Neither do I condemn you." (John 8:1-11)

After hearing the grandfather's responses, the grandmother realized what was really going on in his mind - he felt guilty of his own sin, as he had not disciplined their own children, rather he left that up to her. This grandmother understood how important discipline was when raising their children. Unfortunately, the grandfather was not able to discipline his own children as he considered his children his "friends" and wanted to be "liked by them". As a result, once their children grew older and into their teenage years, the children started to disrespect her - she was seen as the "dictator" and he was seen as their "friend." This created division within their own family and now it is appearing that the same problem (sin) is being carried over to the next generation, their grandchildren.  According to the literature, your parenting style is naturally  influenced by your own childhood experiences.  This situation demonstrates a "lack of fatherhood" which I believe is a serious problem in our society today and a grave sin in God's eyes. It seems that the current attitude among many parents is that children should be the ones to make all of the important decisions in their own lives with respect to religion, lifestyle, their gender, etc Children growing up in this undisciplined environment come to internalize the  "I want to be me, I want to be free"philosphy of life which is not in line with Christianity.  While God's greatest gift to us is our "free will", He has also given us "The Ten Commandments" which demands discipline. God called them "Commandments" for a reason and therefore, they are not open for debate and revision.

Regarding Matthew Kelley's own mystical experiences he states: "God's providence is complete. I don't think that it is a coincidence that at a time when there is such poverty of fatherhood in our culture that God as Father would manifest in the way he has manifest because we need to rediscover the role of fatherhood in our lives, in our society, in each family because so many of the problems in society can be traced back almost directly to the poverty of fatherhood in the home." ( Matthew Kelly, Catholic Mystic and father of five children) (YouTube Video Link: "Life is Messy," Matthew Kelly: full interview - Fr. Mark Goring, CC)

This "Lack of Fatherhood" problem not only exists within the The Family but also within The Church which translates to a "Lack of Shepherding" which was acknowledged by The Honorable Archbishop Fulton Sheen.

According to Archbishop Fulton Sheen Satan's 3 Shortcuts To Hell are #1 - Permissiveness, #2 - Wonders (Suprises, Marvels) #3 - The Temptation of the Church ("Satan says theology is politics. Why bother with theology, God, the transcendant, the mystery of redemption? The only thing that matters is politics.")
'"The Devil's goal with these 3 shortcuts, is the complete destruction of the church and human freedom ... the very dignity and free will that God intended for all of us ... and finally, the loss of eternal life in heaven with Him. Satan deceives and convinces the world not to be concerned with the Divine, but only with the social and political order. The disciplinary character of Christianity (via the cross) has moved to the totalitarian states. … And holding as it were the shiny globe of the world in his hands, satan said: "all these kingdoms are mine.”'(The Honorable Archbishop Fulton Sheen)YouTube Video Link: Satan's 3 Shortcuts To Hell and Complete Destruction of Human Liberty - Judas - Fulton Sheen

"I am the Good Shepherd: the Good Shepherd is one who lays down his life for His sheep." (John 10:11)

Now back to my story with reference to the gospel of John 8:1-11, Jesus and the adulteress. The grandmother's most important question to the grandfather came next. She asked him, "And what did Jesus say after he said that to the adulteress ("Has no one condemned you? ... Neither do I condemn you.")? The grandfather was stumped by this question and it was obvious to her that he did not know. The grandmother replied, '"Jesus said, "Go and sin no more."' (John 8:1-11) And on that note, the grandfather became speechless.

However, the grandfather continued to question the grandmother the next day. It is obvious that his soul was very  restless over the conversation they had the day before. He asked her, "Does that mean that when I go to confession, my sins are not forgiven then? And if so, why should anyone bother going to confession as we are all sinners? The grandmother then advised him to go to his parish priest and ask him those questions as he would be the best one to advise him.

At this point in our conversation, the grandmother asked me how I would have answered these questions regarding the sacrament of confession.  I informed her as follows, "Venial sins are washed away when receiving Holy Communion, however, mortal sins require going to Confession. Confession is not a revolving door, especially where mortal sin is concerned as that would not be true repentance. God doesn’t listen to those who do not follow His commandments. Therefore, all the praying and service any person/s is/are doing within the church and beyond are useless without obedience to the ten commandments of God, especially The 2 Greatest Commandments of Jesus:

 "Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart, and with thy whole soul, and with thy whole mind. This is the greatest and the first commandment. And the second is like to this: Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments dependeth the whole law and the prophets. (Matthew 22:3-40)

Regarding sin, Jesus tells St. Faustina: "I am Thrice Holy, and I detest the smallest sin. I cannot love a soul which is stained with sin; but when it repents, there is no limit to My generosity toward it. My mercy embraces and justifies it. With My mercy, I pursue sinners along all their paths, and My Heart rejoices when they return to Me. I forget the bitterness with which they fed My Heart and rejoice at their return." (Diary, 1728)

Regarding sin, Jesus also tells St. Faustina: "Tell sinners that no one shall escape My Hand; if they run away from My Merciful Heart, they will fall into My Just Hands. Tell sinners that I am always waiting for them, that I listen intently to the beating of their heart ... when will it beat for Me? Write, that I am speaking to them through their remorse of conscience, through their failures and sufferings, through thunderstorms, through the voice of the Church. And if they bring all My graces to naught, I begin to be angry with them, leaving them alone and giving them what they want." (Diary, 1728)

Mother Angelica discusses Jesus and the adulteress and reminds us of something very important: "No one has condemned thee and neither will I." - The problem with all of you is you put the period in the wrong place. That is where you put the period. There is no period there. "Go and sin no more." There was a condition to her being forgiven "Go and sin no more." (Mother Anglelica, EWTN Founder) You Tube Video Link: 3 Basic Things To Know, To Be Holy - Mother Angelica

Jesus wants our hearts! Ultimately, everyone has a conscience and  free will and is capable of choosing to go towards the light (Jesus) or darkness (Satan). To make progress in the spiritual life, one must grow in holiness - keeping in mind, God is "Thrice Holy" and Heaven is His home. Therefore if one wants to get to heaven one has to choose to become holy. So how can one become  holy if one does not place the  period after "Go and sin no more?"This is obviously an impossibility.

"When one is in a state of mortal sin, works have no merit in heaven nor on earth and God eventually pulls the graces (coming from the sacraments, etc). This separation from God leaves one open to diabolical influence (evil). " - Fr. Chad Ripperger, Theologian, Philosoper, Exorcist.

"Descent, disobedience, the kiss of death, the absolute kiss of death ... Pride, Disobedience, death." The operative word is ascent. We have a positive  moral obligation to give the ascent of faith to church teaching not descent. The Holy Spirit is Given to Those That Obey.. Not to Those That Disobey!" - Father John Corapi, SOLT, STD

Fr. Chad Ripperger explains in this video why being in the state of grace and holiness are important especially where prayer and spiritual warfare are concerned:

Are Your Prayers Efficacious & Meritorius In The Eyes Of God? Spiritual Warfare - Fr. Chad Ripperger, Theologian, Philosopher, Exorcist


One Unforgivable Sin: "We normally attribute to The Father Strength and Power. We normally attribute to the Son, Wisdom. But to the Holy Spirit we normally attribute Goodness. Thomas Equinas says a sin against the Father who represents power and strength is a sin of weakness and therefore is forgiveable. Sins against the Son of Man are forgivable for Jesus is wisdom, therefore sins of ignorance are forgiveable. But when one sins through absolute malice, through the very choosing of evil, it is a sin against The Holy Ghost, as it is against Goodness itself which is attributed to The Holy Spirit." Sins against the Holy Spirit are not forgivable."
(Fr, Chris Alar, MIC) YouTube Video Link: 1 Unforgivable Sin - Fr. Chris Alar, MIC

I will finish this entry by saying that I have previously written much of what I have spoken about here and so have many others, most importantly, The Virgin Mary, Mother of God. There have been several Marian Apparitions and Mary's message is always the same "Repent and return to God." Why would Mary keep repeating the same message if her children were listening to her? I have come across many Christians that believe that "humans are sinners and not capable of not sinning" or that "there is no such thing as sin" and that there is no need for repentance as "Jesus has saved us by virtue of His death on the cross".  Finally there are those that believe that "the sacrament of confession is a revolving door (no conditions)." These are the people that forget/reject that most important last statement Jesus made to the adulteress, to "Go and sin no more" (this is His condition). This condition is necessary as otherwise there will be no grace and therefore no growth in holiness, which is a requirement for entering heaven. This entails obedience, discipline, sacrifice and suffering - embracing The Cross, not running from it. As long as Jesus reigns in our hearts and we "listen to Him", He will be our guiding light and strength during this difficult journey here on earth.

“And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we saw His glory, the glory as it were of the only Begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.”(John 1:14)

"I am the true vine, and my Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in me that bears no fruit He cuts away, and every branch that does bear fruit He prunes to make it bear even more.You are pruned already, by means of the word that I have spoken to you. Make your home in Me, as I make mine in you. As a branch cannot bear fruit all by itself, but must remain part of the vine, neither can you unless you remain in Me. I am the vine, you are the branches. Whoever remains in Me, with Me in him, bears fruit in plenty; for cut off from me you can do nothing. Anyone who does not remain in Me is like a branch that has been thrown away – he withers; these branches are collected and thrown on the fire, and they are burnt. If you remain in Me and My words remain in you, you may ask what you will and you shall get it. It is to the glory of my Father that you should bear much fruit, and then you will be my disciples. As the Father has loved Me, so I have loved you. Remain in My love, If you keep my commandments you will remain in my love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and remain in His love. I have told you this so that My own joy may be in you and your joy be complete.This is My commandment: love one another, as I have loved you. A man can have no greater love than to lay down his life for his friends.You are my friends, if you do what I command you.I shall not call you servants any more, because a servant does not know his master’s business; I call you friends, because I have made known to you everything I have learnt from My Father. You did not choose me, no, I chose you; and I commissioned you to go out and to bear fruit, fruit that will last; and then the Father will give you anything you ask him in My name. What I command you is to love one another." (John 15) 

"While he was still speaking, behold, a bright cloud cast a shadow over them, - then from the cloud came a voice that said, “This is My Beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased; listen to Him.”
 (Transfiguration of Jesus, Matthew 17:5)

**NEW** Holy Thursday, April 14/2022  
"The God of Peace Will Soon Crush Satan Under Your Feet." (Romans 16:20)

he Requirement of Forgiveness Does Not Cancel Out The Objective Requirements Of Justice

... reparation for evil and scandal, compensation for injury, and satisfaction for insult are conditions for forgiveness." (Dives in Misericordia, Pope John Paul II)

St.Pope John Paul II

Dives Misericordia, Pope John Paul II, November 13, 1980, VII The Mercy Of God In The Mission Of The Church 14. The Church Seeks To Put Mercy Into Practice

Today was a rather cool day and the weather appeared to be "all over the map". It was snowing one minute and sunny the next and there was quite the wind. The word "erratic" came to my mind. Therefore I decided to sit indoors and just look outside through the patio door, rather than to venture outside to pray during the three o'clock hour. Holy Thursday Mass wasn't until 4:30 pm today as the priest had to say a mass at his own parish at 3:00 pm so that gave me time to pray The Divine Mercy Chaplet at home prior to leaving for church.

Before I began to pray, I couldn't help but to meditate on how Jesus must have felt on that day and the intense mental and emotional suffering He must have endured in the garden of Gethsemane. I thought, His emotions must have surely been "all over the map and erratic" like the weather outside today - anxiety, fear, sadness, distress, betrayal and contempt for the sin (evil) that was responsible for Him being unjustly condemned to death the next day on Calvary. I thought, Mary along with His disciples surely felt all of these feelings as well in varying degrees. The more I thought about this, the more my head started to spin just like the weather outside and I imagined Jesus poor head spinning around and around - I felt sick to my stomach. At this point, I did not want to meditate so intensely on this much longer so I began to pray the chaplet to put me at ease.

I think most people dismiss and/or do not realize the fact that Jesus experienced unimaginable mental and emotional suffering from his abusers even prior to the actual physical tortures and cruel, unjust death he had to endure. His ungrateful, unloving, hateful creatures ("hardened hearts") were surely more than any loving Father or Mother could bare.

I meditated further on how many of our innocent fellow human beings have physical, mental and emotional suffering inflicted upon them just like Jesus did.  This is indeed sin which is evil (satan) and that is why it cannot be tolerated.   .With this meditation, God gave me the inspiration to do another entry on the topic of sin (evil), forgiveness. and the condition of repentance.

As you may notice, some of this material is contained in my previous writings and videos. It has become obvious to me that God has been wanting me to repeat it. As I have been travelling along on this journey with Christ, I have come to understand what it is like to be part of the "Mary club" - many do not listen to God's mother, Mary and she has to repeat the same message "Repent and return to God" over and over again. She must be getting tired of it as I know I surely am. This is not surprising though considering the hatred satan has for Mary, being the one that "crushed his head with her seed." We better hope Mary will get her message across soon, for if she doesn't, the chastisements already in progress will continue and worsen! She can only hold back her Son's hand for so long! Lord have mercy on us all at that point!

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is prudence." (Proverbs 9:10)

It seems as if the world has gone bonkers, having no fear of God (His awesomeness and greatness)?! Well the truth is, only Jesus can bring "goodness, truth and light." Without Him and His Grace, people will remain in darkness (blind, deaf and dumb).

To get to heaven we have to be holy, no ifs, ands or buts!

"There shall not enter into it (Heaven) any thing defiled, or that worketh abomination or maketh a lie, but they that are written in the book of life of the Lamb." (Revelation, 21:27)

" I understood the great justice of God, how each one had to pay off the debt to the last cent." (St. Faustina, Diary 1375)

Do you not realise that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you and whom you received from God? You are not your own property, then; you have been bought at a price. So use your body for the glory of God." (1 Corinthians 6:19-20)

Our bodies are "temples of the Lord" and being such, we need to take care of our temples from physical, emotional and psychological harm (abuse and unrepentant abusers). The literature demonstrates that disrespect, betrayal, rejection etc are traumatic and degrades one's self esteem, understandably as it is part of human nature to desire to be loved.

My italian mother, grandmother and great grandmother use to warn us with an old italian proverb ... "vai con uno storpio e diventa paralizzato tu stesso" ( translation: "Go with a cripple and become a cripple yourself." meaning: If you hang around someone who is "spiritually crippled," a grave unrepentant sinner (liars, cheaters, fornicators, prostitutes, etc, you will become one yourself). In other words, hanging around a "fallen" soul that will not repent and change their ways, will make you fall as well (satan is very smart).

Regarding the mortal sin of fornication (specifically named demons are at play here, which ultimately can lead to abortion, "child sacrifice"), Fr. Chad Ripperger, theologian, philosopher and exorcist  states that even if the couple marries, "there will be no fruit in the marriage." The current "sexual ideologies" existent in our culture are not in line with Christianity and the sanctity of the sacrament of marriage. If you look at all the broken marriages and families all around us, this certainly appears to be the case during these times.

YouTube Video Link: Fr. Chad Ripperger, Exorcist - The Free Love Movement and Spiritual Warfare and also refer to this page of the website for the highlighted text https://www.divinemercyimage.ca/spiritual_weapons.htm .

Jesus’ command to "turn the other cheek" is simply a command to forgo retaliation when people offend us. Jesus was telling them not to retaliate with hatred and returning violence for violence. Instead, he is directing us to be assertive, stand your ground and challenge the bully, not to take another beating. Their bad behaviour is not about you, it is their not knowing how to love, selfishness, low self esteem, lack of relationship skills, pleasure seeking, etc. We often do not know what goes on inside a person to have caused them to adopt destructive behaviour (their environment).

It is important to distance yourself from these toxic people -- would you knowingly jump into crocodile infested waters? We shouldn't let feelings of guilt rule us - as we are "royal children of God" and  worthy of being respected and loved. Forgive the truly repentant but keep your distance to protect your "temple" from danger. Remember, Satan wants to crush all human souls and he will use those people in our immediate circles to do his dirty work  - those souls that are not in the state of grace and where Jesus therefore does not reign in their hearts (hardened hearts). Satan is happy to occupy the minds and hearts of those that do not allow Jesus to reign in their minds and hearts.

Also, remember that God did give us authority over scorpions and snakes and dominion over all the enemy (satan and the demons)!

As Father Chad Ripperger (theologian, philosopher, exorcist) has often stated, "the devil is not found behind every rock, however, he is found behind every other rock."

The scriptures tell us to rebuke evil … “Be sober and watch: because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, goeth about seeking whom he may devour.” (1 Peter 5:8)

"You may be quite sure that in the last days there are going to be some difficult times. People will be self-centred and grasping; boastful, arrogant and rude; disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, irreligious; heartless and unappeasable; they will be slanderers, profligates, savages and enemies of everything that is good; they will be treacherous and reckless and demented by pride, preferring their own pleasure to God. They will keep up the outward appearance of religion but will have rejected the inner power of it. Have nothing to do with people like that. (2 Timothy 3:1-5)

Keep in mind you are not showing the abuser/unrepentant person love by acting like everything is okay as that is a lie - and the chances of that person repenting is zero if they figure the person is okay with it. Love is not enabling, coddling or letting someone off the hook or it wouldn't really be love at all. Forgiveness doesn't mean friendship. Admonishing sinners is a spiritual  act of mercy.

No one should ever be rushed into forgiveness for the "fear of getting right with God". We need healthy boundaries. We need to recognize patterns of unrepentant abuse, gaslighting, passive aggression and manipulative language that will only guilt-trip you back into a vicious cycle. We can never mindlessly open the door again on an abusive relationship. Remember Jesus Himself teaches us that there is a condition for forgiveness, "Go and sin no more." (John 8:11)

Fr. Chris Alar, MIC states: "Forgiveness Does Not Necessarily Mean Reconciliation ..." Forgiveness simply means you let go, you wish them well, you don't have to reconcile but if you do reconcile you have elevated yourself up to mercy. Mercy is actually greater than forgiveness."
You Tube Video Link: What Does Forgive Really Mean? - Fr. Chris Alar, MIC and Pope John Paul II

In his encyclical Dives in Misericordia (November 30, 1980), Pope John Paul II noted that the “requirement of forgiveness does not cancel out the objective requirements of justice” . . .
“Christ emphasizes so insistently the need to forgive others that when Peter asked Him how many times he should forgive his neighbour He answered with the symbolic number of "seventy times seven,"(Matthew 18:21-22) meaning that he must be able to forgive everyone every time.
It is obvious that such a generous requirement of forgiveness does not cancel out the objective requirements of justice. Properly understood, justice constitutes, so to speak, the goal of forgiveness.
In no passage of the Gospel message does forgiveness, or mercy as its source, mean indulgence towards evil, towards scandals, towards injury or insult. In any case, reparation for evil and scandal, compensation for injury, and satisfaction for insult are conditions for forgiveness.” (DM, 14)

Fr. Vincent Lampert, Exorcist states: "Abuse can lead to the presence of the demonic in a person's life."
You Tube Video Link: Fr. Vincent Lampert, Exorcist - 8 Open Doorways For The Devil In Your Life

Warning - Listen to Jesus and keep Him close to your heart at all times! ... On a side note, I can tell you that God has allowed me to personally witness several "good" even "saintly" souls in abusive relationships over the course of my life that have succumbed to "satan", by remaining in abusive relationships - addictions, loneliness (eg: parental alienation/estrangement, abandonment, etc), depression, suicide, mental illness (bi-polar etc which is most often spiritual,"demonic possession" as acknowledged by world reknowned, Fr. Chad Ripperger, theologian, philosoper, exorcist) and marriages in which the abused spouse also becomes an abuser, in essence the two "become one flesh" with Satan rather than God (causing a dominoes effect when there are children). These marriages are indeed sacrileges and sure candidates for separation, divorce and even annulment in the Catholic Church.

Therefore, never judge people that have had no choice but to separate/divorce their spouse or distanced themselves from friends etc, to protect their "temple" and their very "soul" from the "evil one". And, remember the saying "misery loves company" and that is satan's agenda as He hates us all and does not want heaven for any of us, even though he does not want it for himself either!

Believe me, God has groomed, taught and equipped me well ever since I was a child and for good reason as otherwise I would have surely been unable to assist Him in this "dangerous mission" to save souls! Keep in mind the devil and the demons are intensely smarter than we are so they are extremely toxic and dangerous more than you can ever imagine them to be. Therefore, without "Jesus, The Lion of Judah" we are sure to fall into the hands of the evil one, satan. Never forget we are in an intense spiritual battle, right now. I can't remember which religious made this comment - they said that "if we could see the demons all around us right now, we would see a mass of "black". That is how heavily infested our world is right now. So stay super vigilant and pray to God daily asking Him to protect you from the devil's "Deception."

The Honorable Archbishop Fulton Sheen states: "Christ is still on the cross until the end of the world." He discusses the 3 Spectators On And About the Cross - Spectators of Indifference, Spectators of Pain and Spectators of Love.
You Tube Video Link:
Abp. Fulton Sheen - Christ Is Still On The Cross Until The End Of The World - 3 Kinds of Spectators

"I urge you, brothers, be on your guard against the people who are out to stir up disagreements and bring up difficulties against the teaching which you learnt. Avoid them. People of that sort are servants not of our Lord Christ, but of their own greed; and with talk that sounds smooth and reasonable they deceive the minds of the unwary. Your obedience has become known to everyone, and I am very pleased with you for it; but I should want you to be learned only in what is good, and unsophisticated about all that is evil. The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you." (Romans 16:17-27)

**NEW** Easter Sunday, April 17/2022 
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalms 46:10
"Could you not sit with Me but one hour?" Matthew 26:40

"The silent soul is capable of attaining the closest union with God. It lives almost always under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. God works in a silent soul without hindrance." (St. Faustina, Diary 477)

"I so ardently thirst to be loved by men in The Most Blessed Sacrament that this thirst devours me." (Jesus to St. Margaret Mary Alacoque)

"In a world where there is so much noise, so much bewilderment, there is a need for silent adoration of Jesus concealed in the Host." (Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI)

'The Lord gave me to know how displeased He is with a talkative soul. "I find no rest in such a soul. The constant din tires Me, and in the midst of it the soul cannot discern My voice."' (Diary 1008)

“I take refuge in the Lord in the Blessed Sacrament, and I speak to Him with profound silence.” (Diary 73)

To begin with, I must say this is a very difficult entry for me and it took a lot of praying and contemplating to hear what The Holy Spirit wanted me to say. Also, these past few months have been battle after battle with Satan - you would be utterly horrified if I was to share these experiences with you, like something out of a science fiction, or perhaps, more correctly, a horror movie! Needless to say, this left me rather occupied and wiped out from the sheer exhaustion of it all! Regardless, The Lord insisted that I go to bat for Him as I had reluctantly put Him off you could say, so I could recover and gather more strength for this great battle - defending "The Holy Eucharist!!

After Easter Mass today, I felt a terrible sadness at the tabernacle, not only in my own heart but an unrelenting sadness that could only be coming from Christ's heart.  The photos of St. Maria Faustina and St. Pope John Paul II were replaced with two pictures of Mary a couple months back. It is wonderful that someone added those pictures of Mary, but why did they have to remove the two pictures that Fr. Josef (our previous polish priest) had placed there? Surely, there is plenty of room to keep the pictures there! So what are they going to take away next? The Divine Mercy Image perhaps? It was really disheartening to see that they were not even put back for Divine Mercy Sunday (something I thought would surely happen on that day)?!

Back in 2021 I wrote about how our new temporary priest was not able to be around after mass since our polish priest left because he had to attend to his own parish in another town. Therefore, as a result, I was informed that I could no longer do private adoration because he was not present. Well a couple of months ago this changed and the temporary priest announced that he would now be present after mass on certain days. Therefore, I asked him if I could resume private adoration after mass on the days he was there and he said "yes".

Then the next time I saw him, just as I was about to do private adoration, he called me into an office room (a council member was filing papers in there and the priest asked him to stay as he was about to leave, for the reason I think many of you can guess! Well needless to say, my instincts told me I wasn't going to like what I was going to hear and I felt I was in the presence of Satan so much so that I had to call on the The Precious Blood of Jesus to put me at ease! The priest informed me that I would only be able to go ahead with the private adoration for that day only and no more, the reason being "You cannot be the exception." (In other words, "you are the only one doing it.")

I immediately became upset as I sensed the whole council (and you know who hiding in the shadows) was behind this and that the priest was placed "between a rock and hard place" as the saying goes. Strange thing is I was able to do private adoration when Fr. Josef (previous polish priest) was at this church despite the ongoing fuss that the council made so in addition to the upset, I was in a state of utter disbelief and confusion as one can imagine! Considering I am "the exception" (doing private adoration), all the more reason this should have never happened!

I am not going to apologize for being so blunt regarding what I am going to say next, as it is the absolute truth according to The Lord Himself! Jesus demands "silence" and it is disrespectful to chatter and play music when others are trying to pray. Jesus is most worthy of worship and to deprive "The Almighty" of worship and comfort in this way is a "grave injustice" and preventing even a single "royal child of God" from spending time with her "Abba"  are  "mortal sins" (Commandment #1 & 2).

So here I am now, deeply inspired by The Holy Spirit to defend Our Lord Jesus Christ!

Well as you know Satan absolutely hates "The Divine Mercy" and he surely does not want me to save any souls! So what better way than to remove me from private adoration and subsequently, the most efficacious form of prayer - especially since I am "the exception!"! He surely outsmarted them all! The truth is, even one soul coming before the blessed sacrament can change the world. 

To demonstrate this point, a demon once lamented to Saint John Vianney that hell had lost 80,000 souls due to his prayers and sacrifices alone. Saint Vianney did not need to travel the world and preach. He was a simple parish priest of a remote village. And yet, he was able to save 80,000 souls through a solitary life of prayer and sacrifice.

Well considering I am "the exception" it is very obvious and sad that "adoration" is not on the hearts of many of the people here at this church. Or rather, it is the council's (actually Satan's) way of getting "vengeance" on me in that they see "The Divine Mercy" and my "private revelations" (with substanitial "evidence" to back them up, and additional evidence that I have not felt comfortable sharing publicly), as a threat to their "french" church. Obviously, deep down, in their consciences, they surely cannot be that blind to realize that Jesus is speaking to them through "me" and  that it is "He" that is speaking to them, telling them to open up their hearts to the english speaking Christians in this town, who would attend mass here if even only "one english mass" was offered per week. Imagine the souls that would be brought to Jesus! Even, if God hadn't sent me here to remind this parish of "The Divine Mercy", they would still be obligated to obey "The First Two Commandments of God."  

This pitiful state of affairs, is contrary to the Catholic faith where we believe Jesus is inside the tabernacle, body, blood, soul and divinity! Surely everyone should be in a line up for "Adoration" to experience being "alone with the real presence of God in The Holy Eucharist!" I came to the conclusion on this Easter Day, that The Lord will not rest until this situation is remedied as He continues to prompt me to speak my mind about it. Even though it was Easter Sunday, a very sad feeling came over me as I said my goodbyes to Jesus at the tabernacle. Today of all days, He was looking forward to me spending time alone with Him there as I have in the past when Fr. Josef was there. As usual the loud talking etc after mass made it almost near impossible for me to "hear" and pray to The Lord. Here we were, two souls, that of "The Creator" and "The Creature" united in "sadness" and "utter disbelief."

Many of you know how the "politics" can be. When parishioners come to dislike a priest, they call the bishop to make a complaint about him. I am well aware this often doesn't end well for many priests. In fact, God has informed me through a parish member (God often speaks to me through other people) that a previous priest in this french church was removed for reasons I would rather not discuss! Although I must say, this person did say that none of the accusations were proven ( only when I asked them though and this person still kept talking about how no one liked him).  It appears to me that many priests are taken "hostage" by the parishioners (especially the council) these days and the priests are literally "terrified" of them. I doubt most priests will have the courage to stand up to a council even though, they do have the final say and by virtue of their priesthood are expected to act in "persona christi".   So hence, this is a situation in my opinion (and many others, including religious) that "The House of God is becoming The House of Man." In other words, the will of man is given priority over the will of God."

As I mentioned in my previous writings, the council members (and a few of the regular parishioners even)  have given me quite the hard time coming to this church (considering I am not a francophone even though I know enough french to get by), especially once they found out who I was and what I claimed my mission to be. However, as we know, we are all called to evangelize and "Save Souls." Also, "The Divine Mercy" is a message from God and "The Heart of the Gospels."This is a situation, where the First and Second Commandments of God are being broken and I have said this multiple times to no avail. There is a sign on the outside of the church that reads "Love One Another" in "english" and there is a "french sign" below it that says the same thing." I find this to be hypocritical, especially, since these signs do not attract any "english" parishioners at all!!

I know from experience (and private revelation), "english speaking" parishioners are not really welcome here and I don't see anyone else but the "lithuanian woman" and "I" that are "english speaking" that attend this church and we have both been here for quite a few years now. Her first language is lithuanian and mine is italian. She doesn't speak french at all really, but trying to learn from scratch, poor thing!  Fortunately God has graced me with just enough french to feel comfortable with it as otherwise this cross would have been so much harder for me to bare!

The two greatest commandments of Jesus.

"Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart, and with thy whole soul, and with thy whole mind. This is the greatest and the first commandment. And the second is like to this: Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments dependeth the whole law and the prophets." (Matthew 22:3-40)

How can anyone claim to love Jesus if they do not care about the needs of their neighbours (especially their spiritual needs which are more important than our physical needs considering the fact that we are ultimately "immortal" beings and face judgement upon our death? Clearly, dismissing the needs of our neighbours is a mortal sin. The Church (irrelative of building, language,etc) belongs to Jesus Christ and His people. God doesn’t listen to those who do not follow His commandments (Commandment #1 most important!). Therefore, all the praying and service any person/s is (are) doing within the church and beyond are useless without love, mercy and obedience to the ten commandments of God (especially the 1st Commandment).

"When one is in a state of mortal sin, works have no merit in heaven nor on earth" and God eventually "pulls the graces" (coming from the sacraments, etc) according to Fr. Chad Ripperger. Jesus wants our hearts! “Disobedience equals No Holy Spirit ” (Fr. John Corapi) This separation from God leaves one open to diabolical influence (evil) and "possession".

Ultimately, everyone has free will and is ultimately capable of choosing to go towards the light (Jesus) or darkness (Satan).

Due to being "banned from doing private adoration" for the incomprehensible reason that "I am the exception" I have had no choice but to do "public adoration" before mass or after mass which is quite difficult with all the noise! The choir and the new singing duo are practising their songs over and over again and many parishioners are talking. And when they aren't singing, they are blaring recorded music! This was definately not the case when Fr. Josef was here. Surely, these people can practice at home before they come to church or set aside a specific day to go to church and practice (I know they do have scheduled choir practices). Not to mention, some noise can sometimes be heard from construction going on outside which is bad enough! As you know I love music and I love to sing to the Lord, however, this is a time for silence unless you are doing "private adoration" and can sing to him by yourself as this indeed becomes a conversation with the individual and Our Lord Jesus (and you are not bothering anyone else).

If this is not bad enough, the choir (Sunday mass) or the singing duo (Saturday liturgy mass) play music and sing during Holy Communion (and sometimes the music is quite inappropriate and loud). I often feel like I am in a place of  "entertainment"!This is unjust where Our Lord is concerned. As you know I love to sing to the Lord, but this is another time I like silence. I want to walk up to Communion in silence and I want to go back to my seat and be quiet with Jesus so that we can communicate with each other. In fact, a family friend has a similar problem in another parish - too much noise! Also, I can't ever remember a time, when a catholic church was noisy, the moment I walked in until the moment I walked out!

On this Easter Day, as I sat out on the patio during the 3 o'clock hour to do "The Divine Mercy Prayer" I looked up into the most beautiful vivid blue, sunny sky and low and behold, as I looked way up high as far as I could see into the sky (the heavens), I saw 3 seagulls fly by - The Holy Trinity has been constantly reassuring me of Their presence. It is only here at my home now that I can truly experience God in "Silence" via "My Living Tabernacle - The Host Inside of Me." I suppose this is not a very good sign for things to come. If certain people (not doing the will of Christ) get to control how and when an individual can and cannot worship God inside a church (God's home), it will surely lead to having to worship "underground" as has happened in our history.

Jesus Talks To Silent Souls

Communion, and Adoration (Public or private) adoration are times when there should be silence so as to not interfere with souls hearing the voice of God.

Contemplative Prayer (the highest form of prayer by the way), according to St. Teresa of Avila, “is nothing else than a close sharing between friends; it means taking time frequently to be alone with him who we know loves us.”

"Be still and know that I am God." Psalms 46:10

"Could you not sit with me but one hour?" Matthew 26:40

St. Maria Faustina On Silence

“The Holy Spirit does not speak to a soul that is distracted and garrulous. He speaks by His quiet inspirations to a soul that is recollected, to a soul that knows how to keep silence. If silence were strictly observed, there would not be any grumbling, bitterness, slandering, or gossip and charity would not be tarnished. In a word, many wrongs would not be done. Silent lips are pure gold and bear witness to holiness within.” (Diary 552)

"Silence is a sword in the spiritual struggle. A talkative soul will never attain sanctity. The sword of silence will cut off everything that would like to cling to the soul. We are sensitive to words and quickly want to answer back, without taking any regard as to whether it is God‟s will that we should speak. A silent soul is strong; no adversities will harm it if it perseveres in silence. The silent soul is capable of attaining the closest union with God. It lives almost always under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. God works in a silent soul without hindrance." (Diary 477)

"Silence is so powerful a language that it reaches the throne of the living God. Silence is His language, though secret, yet living and powerful." (Diary 888)

'The Lord gave me to know how displeased He is with a talkative soul. "I find no rest in such a soul. The constant din tires Me, and in the midst of it the soul cannot discern My voice."'(Diary 1008)

"The tongue is a small member, but it does big things. A religious who does not keep silence will never attain holiness; that is, she will never become a saint. Let her not delude herself - unless it is the Spirit of God who is speaking through her, for then she must not keep silent. But, in order to hear the voice of God, one has to have silence in one's soul and to keep silence; not a gloomy silence, but an interior silence; that is to say, recollection in God. One can speak a great deal without breaking silence and, on the contrary, one can speak little and be constantly breaking silence. Oh, what irreparable damage is done by the breach of silence! We cause a lot of harm to our neighbour, but even more to our own selves." (Diary 118)

Our tongue can build others up, or cut them down. Our tongue also has a direct effect upon our own soul. When the tongue speaks words inspired by God, we grow in holiness. When the tongue speaks words not from God, we do great damage to our souls and others. The goal is not so much exterior silence; rather, it’s interior silence. Interior silence means that we think and pray before we speak. It means we are interiorly recollected and in tune with the voice of God speaking silently and gently within our conscience. This interior recollection of God is necessary if we are to dispose ourselves to speak the words of Mercy to others at the right time and in the right way."  (Diary 118)

"God does not give Himself to a chattering soul which, like a drone in a beehive, buzzes around but gathers no honey. A talkative soul is empty inside. It lacks both the essential virtues and intimacy with God. A deeper interior life, one of gentle peace and of that silence where the Lord dwells, is quite out of the question. A soul that has never tasted the sweetness of inner silence is a restless spirit which disturbs the silence of others. I have seen many souls in the depths of hell for not having kept their silence;they told me so themselves when I asked them what was the cause of their undoing. These were souls of religious. My God, what an agony it is to think that not only might they have been in heaven, but they might even have become saints! O Jesus, have mercy!" (Diary 118)

"I tremble to think that I have to give an account of my tongue. There is life, but there is also death in the tongue. Sometimes we kill with the tongue; we commit real murders. And we are still to regard that as a small thing? I truly do not understand such consciences. I have known a person who, when she learned from someone that a certain thing was being said about her, fell seriously ill. She lost a good deal of blood and shed many tears, and the outcome was very sad. It was not the sword that did all this, but the tongue. O my silent Jesus, have mercy on us!" (Diary 119)

"The soul that reflects receives much light. A distracted soul runs the risk of a fall, and let it not be surprised when it does fall. O Spirit of God, Director of the soul, wise is he whom You have trained! But for the Spirit of God to act in the soul, peace and recollection are needed. (Diary 145)

"Patience, prayer and silence – these are what give strength to the soul. There are moments when one should be silent, and when it would be inappropriate to talk with creatures; these are the moments when one is dissatisfied with oneself, and when the soul feels as as a little child. Then the soul clings to God with all its might. At such times, I live solely by faith, and when I feel strengthened by God's grace, then I am more courageous in speaking and communicating with my neighbours." (Diary 944)

Mother Teresa On Silence

Mother Teresa exclaimed, “In the silence of the heart God speaks. If you face God in prayer and silence, God will speak to you. Then you will know that you are nothing. It is only when you realize your nothingness, your emptiness, that God can fill you with Himself. Souls of prayer are souls of great silence.”

“We need to find God and God cannot be found in noise and restlessness. We cannot place ourselves directly in God’s presence without imposing upon ourselves interior and exterior silence. That is why we must accustom ourselves to stillness of the soul, of the eyes, of the tongue. There is no life of prayer without silence.”

“In the silence of the heart God speaks. If you face God in prayer and silence, God will speak to you. Then you will know that you are nothing. It is only when you realize your nothingness, your emptiness, that God can fill you with Himself. Souls of prayer are souls of great silence.”

“We too are called to withdraw at certain intervals into deeper silence and aloneness with God, together as a community as well as personally; to be alone with Him — not with our books, thoughts, and memories but completely stripped of everything — to dwell lovingly in His presence, silent, empty, expectant, and motionless.”

“We need silence to be alone with God, to speak to him, to listen to him, to ponder his words deep in our hearts. We need to be alone with God in silence to be renewed and to be transformed. Silence gives us a new outlook on life. In it we are filled with the grace of God himself, which makes us do all things with joy.”

“If we are careful of silence it will be easy to pray. There is so much talk, so much repetition, so much carrying on of tales in words and in writing. Our prayer life suffers so much because our hearts are not silent.”

One Soul Coming Before the Blessed Sacrament Can Change the World - Why?

The Church teaches that the most efficacious form of prayer is prayer in the Presence of Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament. Prayer in the Divine Presence of Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament releases the power, the blessings, and the graces of God.

The Gospel tells us that everyone wanted to touch Jesus because power and graces flowed out from Him.

"Now there was a woman who had suffered from a haemorrhage for twelve years; after long and painful treatment under various doctors, she spent all she had without being any the better for it, in fact, she was getting worse. She had heard about Jesus, and she came up behind him through the crowd and touched his cloak. ‘If I can touch even his clothes,’ she had told herself ‘I shall be well again.’And the source of the bleeding dried up instantly, and she felt in herself that she was cured of her complaint. Immediately aware that power had gone out from him, Jesus turned round in the crowd and said, ‘Who touched my clothes?’
His disciples said to him, ‘You see how the crowd is pressing round you and yet you say, “Who touched me?” But he continued to look all round to see who had done it.Then the woman came forward, frightened and trembling because she knew what had happened to her, and she fell at his feet and told him the whole truth.‘My daughter,’ he said ‘your faith has restored you to health; go in peace and be free from your complaint.’ (Mark 5:25-34)

"and everyone in the crowd was trying to touch him because power came out of him that cured them all."(Luke 6:19)

The Catechism Of The Catholic Church - Adoration, Prayer, Sacrifice

Adoration is the first attitude of man acknowledging that he is a creature before his Creator. It exalts the greatness of the Lord who made us and the almighty power of the Savior who sets us free from evil. Adoration is homage of the spirit to the "King of Glory," respectful silence in the presence of the "ever greater" God. Adoration of the thrice-holy and sovereign God of love blends with humility and gives assurance to our supplications. (CCC, 2628)

"The theological virtues of faith, hope, and charity inform and give life to the moral virtues. Thus charity leads us to render to God what we as creatures owe him in all justice. The virtue of religion disposes us to have this attitude." (CCC, 2095)


Adoration is the first act of the virtue of religion. To adore God is to acknowledge him as God, as the Creator and Savior, the Lord and Master of everything that exists, as infinite and merciful Love. "You shall worship the Lord your God, and Him only shall you serve," says Jesus, citing Deuteronomy.13" (CCC, 2096)

"To adore God is to acknowledge, in respect and absolute submission, the "nothingness of the creature" who would not exist but for God. To adore God is to praise and exalt Him and to humble oneself, as Mary did in the Magnificat, confessing with gratitude that he has done great things and holy is His name.The worship of the one God sets man free from turning in on himself, from the slavery of sin and the idolatry of the world." (CCC, 2097)


"The acts of faith, hope, and charity enjoined by the first commandment are accomplished in prayer. Lifting up the mind toward God is an expression of our adoration of God: prayer of praise and thanksgiving, intercession and petition. Prayer is an indispensable condition for being able to obey God's commandments. [We] ought always to pray and not lose heart." (CCC, 2098)


"It is right to offer sacrifice to God as a sign of adoration and gratitude, supplication and communion: "Every action done so as to cling to God in communion of holiness, and thus achieve blessedness, is a true sacrifice." (CCC, 2099)

"Outward sacrifice, to be genuine, must be the expression of spiritual sacrifice: "The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit. . . . "The prophets of the Old Covenant often denounced sacrifices that were not from the heart or not coupled with love of neighbor. Jesus recalls the words of the prophet Hosea: "I desire mercy, and not sacrifice."The only perfect sacrifice is the one that Christ offered on the cross as a total offering to the Father's love and for our salvation. By uniting ourselves with his sacrifice we can make our lives a sacrifice to God." (CCC, 2100)

St. Pope John Paul II - Eucharistic Adoration

The underlying theme of the Church's Eucharistic teaching is the fact of Christ's Real Presence

"Christ's consoling presence in the Blessed Sacrament. His Real Presence in the fullest sense; the substantial presence by which the whole and complete Christ, God and man, is present."

"The Church and the world have a great need of Eucharistic Adoration."

“At adoration He grants us a share in Jesus divine life in a transforming union.” 

"Adoration of the Blessed Sacrament is an important daily practice and becomes an inexhaustible source of holiness. It is pleasant to spend time with Christ, to lie close to his breast like the Beloved Disciple and to feel the infinite love present in His heart.”

"I hope that this form of Perpetual Adoration, with permanent exposition of the Blessed Sacrament, will continue into the future. Specifically, I hope that the establishment of Perpetual Eucharistic Adoration will be realized in all parishes and christian communities throughout the world."

St. Maria Faustina Helena Kowalska, Of The Blessed Sacrament

“as the wonderful gift of His presence on earth”. During Mass, “I thanked the Lord Jesus for having redeemed us and for having given us the greatest of all gifts, the Holy Eucharist”. “You wanted to stay with us, and so you left us yourself in the Sacrament of the Altar, and you opened wide your mercy to us. You opened an inexhaustible spring of mercy for us, giving us your dearest possession, the Blood and Water, that gushed forth from Your Heart.” (Diary 1747).

"I will spend all my free moments at the feet of Our Lord in the Blessed Sacrament. At the feet of Jesus, I will seek light, comfort, and strength. I will show my gratitude unceasingly to God for His great mercy towards me." (Diary 224)

“I take refuge in the Lord in the Blessed Sacrament, and I speak to Him with profound silence.” (Diary 73)

“I will sing of my pain to You by my silence, and You will understand me beyond any utterance.” (Diary 1490)

"I spend every free moment at the feet of the hidden God. He is my Master; I ask Him about everything; I speak to Him about everything. Here I obtain strength and light; here I learn everything; here I am given light on how to act toward my neighbour. He Himself drew me into the fire of living love on which everything converges." (Diary 704)

“The most solemn moment of my life is the moment when I receive Holy Communion and for every Holy Communion I give thanks to the Most Holy Trinity.” (Diary 1804).

“The most solemn moment of my life is the moment when I receive Holy Communion and for every Holy Communion I give thanks to the Most Holy Trinity” (Diary 1804).

I am going forward through life amidst rainbows and storms, but with my head held high with pride, for I am a royal child. I feel that the blood of Jesus is circulating in my veins, and I have put my trust in the great mercy of the Lord. (Diary 992)

"I saw the same rays issuing from the monstrance and spreading throughout the Church. I asked Jesus that He deign to light the fire of His love in all souls that were cold. Beneath these rays a heart will grow warm even if were like a block of ice; even if it were as hard as a rock, it will crumble into dust." (Diary 370)

"I saw the two rays coming out from the Host." (Diary 344)

"When the priest took the Blessed Sacrament to bless the people, I saw the Lord Jesus.. The Lord gave His blessing, and the rays extended over the whole world." (Diary 420)

"A Holy Hour before the Most Blessed Sacrament so pleases the Heart of Jesus, that every man, woman and child on earth receives a new effect from God’s goodness and love, all because of a single hour of adoration in His Presence."

Jesus To St. Faustina

"My child, do you fear the God of mercy? My holiness does not prevent Me from being merciful. Behold, for you I have established a throne of mercy on earth the tabernacle and from this throne I desire to enter into your heart. I am not surrounded by a retinue or guards. You can come to Me at any moment, at any time; I want to speak to you and desire to grant you grace." (Diary, 1485)

"Adore in the Most Blessed Sacrament My Heart, which is full of mercy."(Diary 1572)

"I want adoration to take place… for the intention of imploring mercy for the world." (Diary 1070)

"My daughter, I want to instruct you on how you are to rescue souls through sacrifice and prayer.
You will save more souls through prayer and suffering than will a missionary through
his teachings and sermons alone. I want to see you as a sacrifice of living love, which only then carries weight before me. You must be annihilated, destroyed, living as if you were dead
in the most secret depths of your being. You must be destroyed in that secret depth where the human eye has never penetrated; then will I find in you a pleasing sacrifice, a holocaust full of sweetness and fragrance.
And great will be your power for whomever you intercede. Outwardly, your sacrifice must look like this:
silent, hidden, permeated with love, imbued with prayer. I demand, my daughter, that your sacrifice be pure and full of humility, that I may find pleasure in it. I will not spare my grace, that you may be able to fulfill
what I demand of you. I will now instruct you on what your holocaust shall consist of, in everyday life, so as to preserve you from illusions.You shall accept all sufferings with love. Do not be afflicted if your heart often experiences repugnance and dislike for sacrifice. All its power rests in the will, and so these contrary feelings, far from lowering the value of the sacrifice in my eyes, will enhance it. Know that your body and soul will often be in the midst of fire. Although you will not feel my presence on some occasions,
I will always be with you. Do not fear; my grace will be with you." "My daughter, I want to instruct you on how you are to rescue souls through sacrifice and prayer. (Diary 1767)

Archbishop Fulton Sheen

"The only time our Lord asked the Apostles for anything was the night He went into agony. Not for activity did He plead but for an Hour of companionship."

"A Holy Hour of Eucharistic Adoration is a sharing in the work of Redemption."

St. Padre Pio

St. Padre Pio wrote that Jesus appeared to him saying, “My Heart has been forgotten. Nobody cares for My love; I am always grief stricken … My priests that I have always protected, who have always had My favour; they should comfort My grieving heart; they should help me in the redemption of souls, instead – who would believe it? They repay Me with ingratitude and rejection. I see many of these … who hypocritically betray Me with sacrilegious Communions, stomping on the grace and the strength that I constantly give them.”

St. Mother Teresa of Calcutta

"When you look at the crucifix, you understand how much Jesus loved you. When you look at the Sacred Host you understand how much Jesus loves you now. This is why we need Perpetual Eucharistic Adoration in every Parish throughout the entire World."

“Each one of us is a co-worker of Christ - we must labor hard to carry Him to the hearts where He has not yet been known and loved...But, unless we have Jesus, we cannot give Him; that is why we need the Eucharist. Spend as much time as possible in front of the Blessed Sacrament and He will fill you with His strength and His power.”

Faithfulness To The Inspirations Of The Holy Spirit Requires Constant Vigilance and Prayer

"O Jesus, keep me in holy fear (that is in fear of committing a sin), so that I may not waste graces. Help me to be faithful to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit. Grant that my heart may burst for love of You, rather than I should neglect even one act of love for You." (Diary 1557)

The Soul That Responds To God's Grace

"... the soul's life with God and about its response to grace. When a soul has been cleansed, and the Lord is on intimate terms with it, it begins to apply all its inner force in striving after God. Yet the soul cannot do anything of itself. God alone arranges everything. The soul knows this and is mindful of it. It is still in exile and understands well that there may yet come cloudy and rainy days, but it must now look upon things differently from what it had up to now. It does not seek reassurance in a false peace, but makes ready for battle. It knows it comes from a warrior race. It is now much more aware of everything. It knows that it is of royal stock. It is concerned with all that is great and holy." (Diary 120)

Let Us Beware Of Adding To The Suffering Of Others As That Is A Grave Sin

"I will mention here that those who live with such a person (suffering soul) should not add external sufferings; for indeed, when the soul's cup is full, the little drop we may add to it may be the one drop too much, and the cup of bitterness will overflow. And who will answer for such a soul? Let us beware of adding to the suffering of others, because that is displeasing to the Lord. If the sisters or the superiors knew or even suspected that a soul was suffering such trials, and they nevertheless added still other sufferings, they would be sinning gravely, and God himself would demand an account of them on behalf of such a soul. I am not speaking here of instances which of their very nature are sinful, but of things which in other circumstances would not be sinful. Let us be on our guard against having the weight of such a soul on our conscience. This is a grave and common defect in religious life; namely, that when one sees a suffering soul, one always wants to add even more suffering. I do not say that everyone acts like this, but there are some. We take the liberty of passing all sorts of judgments, and we repeat them when we would do better to remain silent." (Diary 117)

**NEW** Mother's Day , May 8/2022 (Revised June 19,2022)
"The Divine Mercy Image and Prayer Are Crucial For The Salvation of Humanity!" 

 Mother of Mercy, Vilnius Lithuania Fr.Josef Niesyto Tabernacle - Divine Mercy Shrine The Blessed Virgin Mary Outdoor Statue

"The Divine Mercy" Message Is The Heart Of The Gospels (Luke 10:25-37)

The Parable of the Good Samaritan-Luke 10:25-37

The Parable Of The Good Samaritan… Master, what must I do to possess eternal life?

But he said to him: What is written in the law? how readest thou? He answering, said:
 'Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with thy whole heart, and with thy whole soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind: and thy neighbour as thyself.' And he said to him: Thou hast answered right: this do, and thou shalt live. But he willing to justify himself, said to Jesus: And who is my neighbour? And Jesus answering, said: A certain man went down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell among robbers, who also stripped him, and having wounded him went away, leaving him half dead.
And it chanced, that a certain priest went down the same way: and seeing him, passed by. In like manner also a Levite, when he was near the place and saw him, passed by. But a certain Samaritan being on his journey, came near him; and seeing him, was moved with compassion. And going up to him, bound up his wounds, pouring in oil and wine: and setting him upon his own beast, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. And the next day he took out two pence, and gave to the host, and said: Take care of him; and whatsoever thou shalt spend over and above, I, at my return, will repay thee.
'Which of these three, in thy opinion, was neighbour to him that fell among the robbers?' But he said: 'He that shewed mercy to him. And Jesus said to him: Go, and do thou in like manner.' - Luke 10:25-37

"Tell sinners that no one shall escape My Hand; if they run away from My Merciful Heart, they will fall into My Just Hands. Tell sinners that I am always waiting for them, that I listen intently to the beating of their heart ... when will it beat for Me? Write, that I am speaking to them through their remorse of conscience, through their failures and sufferings, through thunderstorms, through the voice of the Church. And if they bring all My graces to naught, I begin to be angry with them, leaving them alone and giving them what they want." (Diary, 1728)

"By means of this Image I shall be granting many graces, so let every soul have access to it." (Diary, 570)

"Already there are many souls who have been drawn to My love by this image. My mercy acts in souls through this work." (Diary 1379)

Today I woke up with a very uncomfortable feeling inside of me. Once I entered the church, I walked to the tabernacle and low and behold, "The Divine Mercy Image" was gone (as I had predicted would happen considering the shrine was slowly being dismantled after the polish priest left last year)! Talk about disheartening, I felt sick to my stomach to say the least! The image was covered up by another image of "God The Father at the top, Jesus on the crucifix in the middle and the virgin Mary on the bottom." While I have never seen an image with this combination (normally you see The Holy Trinity which is already displayed at the bottom of the tabernacle) I was not upset by it at all. What I was upset about is that "The Divine Mercy Image" was gone?! So much for "The Divine Mercy Shrine" that Fr. Josef (our prior polish priest) had brought to our church (see photos above), a great grace from God that came from Poland - rejected and so unappreciated to say the least! I felt within the depth of my heart and soul, the anger and sadness of God at the ingratitude of the souls responsible! The will of Jesus (God) was once again set aside for the will of man. Lord have mercy! Knowing, full well that God in His permissive will is in control here - This is a case of Jesus "leaving those ungrateful individuals in this parish alone and giving them what they want." Yikes, this is something we surely do not want to happen! These words of Jesus certainly came to mind:

"And if they bring all My graces to naught, I begin to be angry with them, leaving them alone and giving them what they want." (Diary, 1728)

So now, I bring a small "5x6 Divine Mercy Image" in my purse to church with me - I will simply not let Satan stop me from venerating  "The Divine Mercy Image" at church and asking God to pour His graces upon me coming from the image and the taberacle - the graces, many do not want to accept, in this way consoling the Heart of Christ.

"I have come out to meet you, to lavish new graces on you. I am looking for souls who would like to receive My grace." (Diary, 1705)

"My Heart overflows with great mercy for souls and especially for poor sinners.... I desire to bestow my graces upon souls [from the tabernacle] but they do not want to accept them. You, at least, come to Me as often as you can and take these graces they do not want to accept. In this way you will console my Heart." (Diary, 367)

Jesus' tells us that it is His will that "The Divine Mercy Image" be venerated publicly in all churches throughout the world and that every soul has access to it. He tells us that "The Divine Mercy Image" is a vessel (a fountain of mercy) and promises that He will grant protection and many graces to those that venerate the image, especially victory over all enemies. He further tells us that many souls will be saved through this image and that the rays coming from the image will shield souls from the wrath of The Father. This is especially important during these apocalyptic times we are in now and chastisement has already begun. Many holy religious have already previously  instructed us to erect "The Divine Mercy Image" on the doors of our homes for protection (2020).

"Paint an image according to the pattern you see, with the signature: Jesus, I trust in You. I desire that this image be venerated, first in your chapel, and [then] throughout the world." (Diary 47)

"I promise that the soul that will venerate this image will not perish. I also promise victory over [its] enemies already here on earth, especially at the hour of death. I Myself will defend it as My own glory." (Diary 48)

"I desire that the image be publicly honoured." (Diary 414)

"I am offering people a vessel with which they are to keep coming for graces to the fountain of mercy. That vessel is this image with the signature: Jesus, I trust in You." (Diary 327)

These rays shield souls from the wrath of My Father. Happy is the one who will dwell in their shelter, for the just hand of God shall not lay hold of him. I desire that the first Sunday after Easter be the Feast of Mercy. (Diary 299)

When I spoke about this to Mother Superior [Rose (note30), telling her] that God had asked this of me, she answered that Jesus should give some sign so that we could recognize Him more clearly. When I asked the Lord Jesus for a sign as a proof “that You are truly my God and Lord and that this request comes from You,” I heard this interior voice, I will make this all clear to the Superior by means of the graces which I will grant through this image. (Diary 51)

The two rays denote Blood and Water. The pale ray stands for the Water which makes souls righteous. The red ray stands for the Blood which is the life of souls...These two rays issued forth from the very depths of My tender mercy when My agonized Heart was opened by a lance on the Cross. These rays shield souls from the wrath of My Father. Happy is the one who will dwell in their shelter, for the just hand of God shall not lay hold of him. I desire that the first Sunday after Easter be the Feast of Mercy. (Diary 299)

"Know that if you neglect the matter of the painting of the image and the whole work of mercy, you will have to answer for a multitude of souls on the day of judgment." (Diary 154)

"I am giving you three ways of exercising mercy toward your neighbour: the first - by deed, the second - by word, the third - by prayer. In these three degrees is contained the fullness of mercy, and it is an unquestionable proof of love for Me. By this means a soul glorifies and pays reverence to My mercy. Yes, the first Sunday after Easter is the Feast of Mercy, but there must also be acts of mercy, and I demand the worship of My mercy through the solemn celebration of the Feast and through the veneration of the image which is painted. By means of this image I shall grant many graces to souls. It is to be a reminder of the demands of My mercy, because even the strongest faith is of no avail without works." (Diary 742)

"By means of this Image I shall be granting many graces, so let every soul have access to it." (Diary, 570)

"Already there are many souls who have been drawn to My love by this image. My mercy acts in souls through this work." (Diary 1379)

"Oh, if sinners knew My mercy, they would not perish in such great numbers. Tell sinful souls not to be afraid to approach Me; speak to them of My great mercy." (Diary 1396)

"Know that if you neglect the matter of the painting of the image and the whole work of mercy, you will have to answer for a multitude of souls on the day of judgment." (Diary 154)

"And who knows anything about this feast? No one! Even those who should be proclaiming My mercy and teaching people about it often do not know about it themselves. That is why I want the image to be solemnly blessed on the first Sunday after Easter, and I want it to be venerated publicly so that every soul may know about it." (Diary 341)

"When the image was displayed, I saw a sudden movement of the hand of Jesus, as He made a large sign of the cross. In the evening of the same day, (...) I saw the image going over the town, and the town was covered with what appeared to be a mesh and nets. As Jesus passed, He cut through all the nets..." (Diary, 416).

When I was in the Gate of Dawn attending the ceremony during which the image was displayed, I heard a sermon given by my confessor. When he began to speak [Father Sopoćko] about the great Mercy of Our Lord, the image came alive and the rays pierced the hearts of the people gathered there, but not all to the same degree. Some received more, some less, Great joy filled my heart to see the grace of God. (Diary 417).

"Toward the end of the service, when the priest took the Blessed Sacrament to bless the people, I saw Our Lord Jesus as He is represented in the image. Our Lord gave His blessing, and the rays extended over the whole world.
Suddenly, I saw an impenetrable brightness in the form of a crystal dwelling place, woven together from waves of brilliance unapproachable to both creatures and spirits. Three doors led to this resplendence. At that moment, Jesus, as He is represented in the image, entered this resplendence through the second door to the Unity within."  (Diary, 420).

"When I received the article about Divine Mercy with the image [on the cover], God’s presence filled me in an extraordinary way. When I steeped myself in prayer of thanksgiving, I suddenly saw the Lord Jesus in a great brightness, just as He is painted, and at His feet I saw Father Andrasz and Father Sopocko. Both were holding pens in their hands, and flashes of light an fire, like lightning, were coming from the tips of their pens and striking a great crowd of people who were hurrying I know not where. Whoever was touched by the ray of light immediately turned his back on the crowd and held out his hands to Jesus. Some returned with great joy, others with great pain and compunction.” (Diary 675).

"Today, I saw two enormous pillars planted in the ground; I had planted one of them, and a certain person, S. M. (Sopocko M.), the other. (...). These two pillars were close to each other, in the area of the Image. And I saw the Image, raised up very high and hanging from these two pillars. In an instant, upon these two pillars, supported both from inside and outside, there stood a large temple. I saw a hand finishing the temple, but I did not see the person doing so. There was a great multitude of people, inside and outside the temple, and the torrents issuing from the Compassionate Heart of Jesus were flowing down upon everyone." (Diary 1689).

"Today I saw the glory of God which flows from the Image. Many souls are receiving graces, although they do not speak of it openly. Even though it has faced all kinds of vicissitudes, God is receiving glory because of it; and the efforts of Satan and of evil men are shattered and come to naught. In spite of Satan’s anger, the Divine Mercy will triumph over the whole world and will be worshipped by all souls." (Diary 1789).

"Tell sinners that no one shall escape My Hand; if they run away from My Merciful Heart, they will fall into My Just Hands. Tell sinners that I am always waiting for them, that I listen intently to the beating of their heart ... when will it beat for Me? Write, that I am speaking to them through their remorse of conscience, through their failures and sufferings, through thunderstorms, through the voice of the Church. And if they bring all My graces to naught, I begin to be angry with them, leaving them alone and giving them what they want." (Diary, 1728)

Today, the Lord also placed it upon my heart to do a video clip of Fr. Chris Alar's video that addresses "abortion" (and other evil acts that destroy life). I had planned to do this video months ago but kept putting it off for lack of time etc. However, today, being Mother's Day, I felt Jesus pulling at my heart strings, prompting me to do it asap! Recently, a family friend from another parish informed me that our local hospital (previously a Catholic Hospital) performs 8 ab@rtions per week! Considering this very grave situation, it is of the utmost importance that we display "The Divine Mercy Image" in all of our churches, here and throughout the world - to "counteract this culture of death and the chastisement that comes as a result. Hence, we need to venerate "The Divine Mercy Image" and ask Him for mercy and graces, now more than ever!

"The two rays denote Blood and Water. The pale ray stands for the Water which makes souls righteous. The red ray stands for the Blood which is the life of souls...These two rays issued forth from the very depths of My tender mercy when My agonized Heart was opened by a lance on the Cross. These rays shield souls from the wrath of My Father. Happy is the one who will dwell in their shelter, for the just hand of God shall not lay hold of him. I desire that the first Sunday after Easter be the Feast of Mercy." (Diary 299)

*Video* The Chaplet of Divine Mercy Was Given For This! Fr. Chris Alar, MIC


"The devil hates God's Mercy because more than anything else it brought about the creation of man, the crown of creation, made in God's own image and likeness, sharing in His Divine Life."The Divine Mercy Chaplet Prayer was revealed by Jesus Christ to St. Faustina (and the whole world) to counteract the act that goes against His creation and the punishment (chastisement) that comes from it as a result."

"I am the Lord in My essence and am immune to orders or needs. If I call creatures into being - that is the abyss of My mercy." (Diary 85)

"September 16, 1937. I wanted very much to make a Holy Hour before the Blessed Sacrament today, but God's will was otherwise. At eight o'clock I was seized with such violent pains that I had to go to bed at once. I was convulsed with pain for three hours; that is, until eleven o'clock at night. No medicine had any effect on me, and whatever I swallowed I threw up. At times, the pains caused me to lose consciousness. Jesus had me realize that in this way I took part in His Agony in the Garden, and that He himself allowed these sufferings in order to offer reparation to God for the souls murdered in the wombs of wicked mothers. I have gone through these sufferings three times now. They always start at eight o'clock in the evening and last until eleven. No medicine can lessen these sufferings. When eleven o'clock comes, they cease by themselves, and I fall asleep at that moment. The following day, I feel very weak.

This happened to me for the first time when I was at the sanatorium. The doctors couldn't get to the bottom of it, and no injection or medicine helped me at all nor did I myself have any idea of what the sufferings were about. I told the doctor that never before in my life had I experienced such sufferings, and he declared he did not know what sort of pains they are. But now I understand the nature of these pains, because the Lord himself has made this known to me.... Yet when I think that I may perhaps suffer in this way again, I tremble. But I don't know whether I'll ever again suffer in this way; I leave that to God. What it pleases God to send, I will accept with submission and love. If only I could save even one soul from murder by means of these sufferings!" (Diary,1276)

"One day Jesus told me that He would cause a chastisement to fall upon the most beautiful city in our country [probably Warsaw]. This chastisement would be that with which God had punished Sodom and Gomorrah. I saw the great wrath of God and a shudder pierced my heart. I prayed in silence. After a moment, Jesus said to me, My child, unite yourself closely to Me during the Sacrifice and offer My Blood and My Wounds to My Father in expiation for the sins of that city. Repeat this without interruption throughout the entire Holy Mass. Do this for seven days. On the seventh day I saw Jesus in a bright cloud and began to beg Him to look upon the city and upon our whole country. Jesus looked [down] graciously. When I saw the kindness of Jesus, I began to beg His blessing. Immediately Jesus said, For your sake I bless the entire country. And He made a big sign of the cross over our country. Seeing the goodness of God, a great joy filled my soul." (Diary 39)

I highly recommend watching the above video clip as Fr. Alar explains the biblical history of "child sacrifice"(ab@rtion) and its consequence of chastisement. In fact, suicide, euthanasia, ivf, etc are all linked to Satan's hatred of Christ. Considering Satan can no longer harm Christ, He wants to destroy us who are made in His Image and Likeness.

We need "The Divine Mercy Image" and "The Divine Mercy Prayer" in our churches and in our homes (and outside our doors), now more than ever before - don't be fooled by Satan! Pray to God everyday and ask Him to shield you from Satan's deception.

I also ask for your prayers, that "The Divine Mercy Shrine" ( a grace that came from Poland, via Fr. Josef our previous polish priest) be restored in our church - this particular church being chosen by God to remind our world of "The Divine Mercy" message given to St. Maria Faustina Helena Kowalska, February 22, 1931) and "The Heart of The Gospels" . Jesus appeared to St. Faustina in her convent room and directed her to "paint an image according to the pattern you see, with the signature: Jesus, I trust in You" (Diary of St. Faustina, 47-48). He attached many promises to those who venerate this image.
How to recite The Chaplet of Divine Mercy and Promises PDF

On a side note: This morning (May 14/2022), The Lord woke me up at the 3:00 Hour and told me (locution) to "Remind them that The Divine Mercy Image is My Face -  The Face of God."  The image, St. Faustina was instructed by Jesus to paint.  The Divine Mercy Image is the only image that exists that Jesus (God) Himself instructed man (via St. Maria Faustina Kowalska) to paint. Therefore, the image and associated prayer, deserve acknowledgement, the highest reverence and appreciation in all of The Roman Catholic Churches throughout the whole world (this is something Jesus Himself requested).

"He that receiveth a prophet in the name of a prophet, shall receive the reward of a prophet: and he that receiveth a just man in the name of a just man, shall receive the reward of a just man." (Matthew 10:41)

"We beg you, our friends, to pay proper respect to those who work among you, who guide and instruct you in the Christian life." (1 Thessalonians 5:12-13)

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During Holy Mass, I saw the Lord Jesus nailed upon the cross amidst great torments. A soft moan issued from His Heart. After some time, He said:I thirst. I thirst for the salvation of souls. Help Me, My daughter, to save souls.” (Diary, 1032)

“Come to Me, all of you.” (Diary, 1485)

“The loss of each soul plunges Me into mortal sadness.”(Diary, 1397)

8 Guidelines Drawn From The Secret of the Rosary, St. Louis de Montfort:

Begin with purity of intention. You should be in a state of grace or at least trying to come into that state. Otherwise, Jesus might say, “This people honors me with their lips, but their hearts are far from Me (Mark 7:6). “Say the Rosary to persevere in righteousness and so that you may rise from your sins,” as St. Louis reminds us (p.136). It’s not that God can’t hear us; it is that we can’t hear Him if we have earplugs in our ears. Mortal sin can close your ears to the voice of grace.

Be attentive to what you are saying. You should try to get rid of distractions that are within your control; there are, however, distractions that are beyond your control, like your imagination, noises, young children, etc. He just suggests that you create the time and space necessary for speaking to God heart to Heart. Once you find the inner room within your heart, know that you can pray at any time since He will be anywhere you go (p. 137).
Strive to persevere despite distractions, dryness, or the distaste for prayer. This is where the spiritual battle comes in. Realize that the battle against evil begins in the human heart. We begin to overcome evil if we can learn to fight the battles that come to us in prayer (pp.139-142).

Invoke the help of the Trinity and the Woman He created to be our mother. Ask the Holy Spirit for His help in praying, put yourself in God’s presence, meditate on the Life Moment of Jesus you’ve chosen before saying anything, and ask for Mary’s intercession to see at least one virtue clearly in the Mystery that you have chosen (pp. 142-144).

Reverence and humility will always be necessary to honor the Lord. The Rosary should be done with reverence, if possible, kneeling (pp. 147- 148).

It is very helpful to pray the Rosary with others because the weak are helped by the strong, the lukewarm are energized by the fervent, the overanxious can be helped by the calm and methodical, the distracted can be helped with the focused, the sick are aided by the well, the young are helped by the experienced, etc…. However, the Rosary is always attended by Our Lady, the Trinity, and the Holy Ones, so you are never alone when you pray (pp. 149-153).

Realize the graces that come from praying the Rosary. When done everyday, it strengthens perseverance, faith, hope, and love. It will also help you practice humility, thanksgiving, confidence, and trust in our Lord (pp.154-161).

Resolve to continue praying no matter what because our Church, our families, our neighbors, our friends, the lost and forsaken–the Mystical Body!–needs you (pp.161-167).

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